Preparations

Well, friends, today is the day.  Today is the day that I will once more be a world traveler.  I leave tonight for Athens, Corinth, Epidarus, Samos, Kusadasi, Pamukkale, and Izmir.  What will I be doing this time, you ask?  I will be literally walking in the footsteps of the Apostles John and Paul.  You could say I'm excited.  It's only a once in a lifetime opportunity, you know!  Our first day will be spent at the Acropolis, which is where Paul spoke about the Unknown God.  I will be touching the stones that Paul himself touched.  I think that's pretty amazing.
All I have left to do before I am on that plane is finishing packing and get to the airport.  The people with whom I am traveling are incredible, and I could not be more thankful for this opportunity.
I won't be bringing a computer with me, so alas, I won't be able to update my blog while I'm gone.  Fear not, though, for I will be posting all about the trip when I get back.
Bon voyage, mes amis!

Coffee Love

On a fairly regular basis, my friend Erin and I go to coffee shops.  When we find really great atmospheres for studying, we return far more than we should.  I have been to The Perfect Cup now twice this week, and today is the day where I will take advantage of the delicious lattes, comfy couches, and finish my paper on Love and Forgiveness.  Little did I know that there would be a movie being filmed in my little coffee shop.  I'm sitting across from cameras, microphones, lights, and men walking around with iPhones looking very important.  Distraction number 1.
My friend Meaghan is a fantastic cook and writer, and she has a blog dedicated to cooking.  I check it fairly often, and yesterday's recipe has me hooked.  Bacon and egg cupcakes?  That is fantastic.  Anything bacon is fantastic, but on a cupcake?  It's combining two of my favorite things!  Now, before you judge too harshly, just take a cook at the description.  The bacon is candied maple bacon, and the eggs is not your normal egg coming from a hen, but a chocolate egg.  Glorious.  Distraction number 2.
Papers left to wrote: 5  At the moment, I have approximately 45 pages left to write before the end of the semester.  And what am I doing rather than writing exegesis, describing the historical context of Mere Christianity, annotated outlines, and all the rest?  Blogging.  Alas, alack, distraction number 3.
The filmers have taken a break, and I suppose I should take a break from this blog and work on my papers.  Apparently, I am into C.S. Lewis at the moment.  In my paper on Love and Forgiveness, I am referencing at least three of his books.  He was a pretty intelligent man, I suppose, and a great theologian.  Alright, here we go.  Ending distraction number 3.

As Time Goes By

Where does time go?
I have 2 youth group nights lefts.
I have 12 days of classes left (thank you no class on Friday).
I have 2 youth group nights lefts.
I have 29 days until I go to Greece.
I have 44 days until I will be at camp for the summer.
I have 7.5 weeks until I turn 21.
I have 20 weeks of class left before I graduate college.

Seriously, where does time go?

Call Me Crazy

Yesterday, my roommate asked if I could take her 7am work shift.  It's not a terrible shift, and she needed a good sleep in day, so I agreed.  My roommates and I ended up staying up fairly late, so when my alarm went off at 6am, I was not the happiest bird in the nest.  But I got up, make coffee, ate breakfast and watched Gilmore Girls, as my usual morning routine goes.  The sun was still rising, but by the time I left at 6:50, it was fully in the sky and dousing the street with light.  Here's the crazy part: I absolutely love that time of day.  Hardly anyone is up, let alone roaming about campus or the surrounding neighborhoods, and there are birds everywhere in the trees by the river.  It reminds me of the second scene in You've Got Mail, where Joe and Kathleen are walking to work, stopping to get coffee, and they are so happy because they had talked to each other than morning even though they don't even know each other.  I love to pretend that I live in movies from time to time, and that movie is the one I could never get sick of living. Mornings like today, especially after I have listened to a little Joshua Radin, Paul Simon, Singing in the Rain, and Michael Buble, makes me want to stay in this early morning light and find a French market, buy an apple, a clementine, and sit at an outdoor cafe. 

Lent

Lent is a season of growth, fasting, and simplicity.  Often times, Lent is viewed as a season of self-denial in hopes of becoming closer to God, and therefore people give up their favorite things, such as chocolate.  This is not the point though, at least not to me.  God never intended for us to be without what makes us happy.  Rather, in this season preparing us for the resurrection of Christ and victory of death, we should strive towards removing ourselves from the world to which we do not belong, and move closer to the Lord who granted us life long long ago.
This year, I am not giving up anything for Lent.  I never grew up doing this, but in my freshman year of college, I decided to give up worry.  Essentially what this meant was I was removing the distraction of worry over trivial things and I would pray instead.  You could say that I was just adding prayer to my life.  I, being the great worrier that I am, was praying a lot during the Spring of that year.  I am doing that again this year.
Praying in color has been my favorite form of prayer since I learned it a few years ago.  This year, every day, I will pray in color.  The last time I prayed in color was last December when one of my friends was close to death.  That time in my life was one of the darker times, yet there is always hope.  Death is not the end, but rather the doorway into our real life.  In this time of repentance and renewal, I can think of no better way for me to grow closer to God than to draw to Him.  I have always enjoyed drawing, and it has often been my best portrayal of what is truly happening in my life.  So, for the next 46 days, I will pray in color every day.

Lent is supposed to help us become more Christlike, called by Eastern Christians theosis.  Athanasius describes this as "becoming by grace what God is by nature."  It is by grace that we have been saved, so let us work together to draw near to the One who created us.

Drumroll please

It's all set.  That's right ladies and gentlemen, I am set to graduate in December.  Now, I just need to hear from CrossWorld to find out if I will be moving to France next year or not!  If not, I need to come up with another option.  But hey, I'm still pretty excited!

Procrastination

Procrastination is a very tricky thing.  It's so inviting and so attractive, but then, after you spend too much time with it, you realize that it had no intention of making your life better.  It only wanted to distract you from doing the tasks you should complete, like returning e-mails to friends, doing homework, sleeping, etc. etc.  But no, Procrastination waltzes in and says "Hey, you look like you need a super sugary, super caffeinated drink to help you focus.  Trust me, it will help.  Would I lie to you?"  Yes, procrastination; yes you would.  While you'd like to think that you really were helping me, you knew that the caffeine and caramel goodness would give me too much energy so I couldn't focus on anything of importance, and would lead me to staying up late, bouncing off the walls.  Why can't you leave me alone so I can get some real work done and then enjoy an episode of Gilmore Girls in peace?  And here, you've done it again.  You've led me to my blog and I have now wasted prime reading time.  Thanks, Procrastination, you're a real pal.